Friday, December 24, 2010

why is it sooo!!!

why do people alwaz feel that i dnt listen them and for the stupid reason i always think of all before doing the things. i have not been bindaas all over my lyf........then why this bull shit situation is what i face every time. i know the very fact of remaining warm in every relationship which you undergo, whether your friends or your family.

I dont say any harsh words to anyone, i never show my any anger to any person still many go saying that may be i dont listen to them. have any one thought that their words and actions knowingly or unknowingly have hurted me tooo. i never take anything to my heart,  tehre is only one prson who had been the victim of my anger my best friend, who also somtimes dont feel out good.
but what should i do, i is it really good to surpass others emotions overcoming yours. when you dont want ceratin things if you will not look after those things then who will care for those things. kya sabki sunna aurapne mann ki karna galat hota hai.

kya apka neutral reaction ka matlab hota hai ki apne samne wale ki baatein sahi se nahi sunni hai..................

Monday, December 13, 2010

Better tomorrow

For the Reason you were mine, for the reason you were not mine.
For there was no reason to make us shine.

You were the light, at my sight.
You were the gravity holding me tight.

You were the notion of display and desire,
and the common touch points to take me higher.

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow
But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow

My days of sadness are a thing of the past
Because I have found true love at last

My days of emptiness are gone for good
Because you fill a void in my heart that you should

You've opened a window
You've shown me the light

And my love for you will continue to burn bright

I'll think of u

When all the noise of the busy world grows silent, no lights to be seen for miles around, that is the time when i am shaken up the most. because i am alone and i know the thoughts in my head have no distractions, they'll start running wild and then I'll think of you.
  I'll wonder if you miss me the way i am missing you, or did time take its toll, are you used to being without me? do you use the distractions of the world, like me, to keep all the things about us off your mind? Do you still love me the same way you did, has distance made it stronger or did it fade away with time?
I think about our happy times , the way we smiled the way we frowned and how every argument ended in a laugh. we were bonded at the seems that could not be torn by anything, at least not for me. The word of appreciation, the smile for heart made me feel worth. No doubt you were not dere with me but I ever and ever realized that you were with me every time. all my emotions put my self to pen down moments for the reason my mind worked when I was silent at night. The dream cycle raising myself high and conceptualizing emotion upheaval my soul so thy. U were the loudest part of my life for the reason my thoughts, my mind were highly occupied for the most eventual reason that you were mine. Ever and ever my dreams were shaken but i still felt that i am not awaken. My mindset though made me realise that you were not mine but still you were up to my sign.

May be the destiny never puts up together but my mind still gather the bits and pieces of my awaken night dreams which made me smile and made me cry. The splendid moments of you in my life where no body can find thyself alive. As if I was pondering deep into the ocean where my emotions got highly realized, as it was not only my notion. For the sake of destiny it was not fake., because I never tried to be fake. It gathered all the ifs and buts and made me feel that you are the first.






 How to stop my mind which doesn't stop thinking about you for the only reason you are not mine, because my heart knows that your soul was mine and will be mine, for the years coming in line.

A Reason of hope, A Reason to despair and A Dream to realize that you were mine and you will be mine.

I NEVER SAID

Minute after minute I stare through your eyes
I seek for reason but cannot realize

Hour after hour I wait for you
Day in and day out I seek for truth

Month after month I have waited for something
People are going people are coming

Year after year I was lost
Answers are hard to face, the hardest kind of soft

As I seek the truth more and more
I didn't realize that something I waited for walked out the door

Now once you are gone it becomes clear
You were the truth I have been seeking for years

I'm sorry, come back to me
I never said," I love you my honey"