When all the noise of the busy world grows silent, no lights to be seen for miles around, that is the time when i am shaken up the most. because i am alone and i know the thoughts in my head have no distractions, they'll start running wild and then I'll think of you.
I'll wonder if you miss me the way i am missing you, or did time take its toll, are you used to being without me? do you use the distractions of the world, like me, to keep all the things about us off your mind? Do you still love me the same way you did, has distance made it stronger or did it fade away with time?
I think about our happy times , the way we smiled the way we frowned and how every argument ended in a laugh. we were bonded at the seems that could not be torn by anything, at least not for me. The word of appreciation, the smile for heart made me feel worth. No doubt you were not dere with me but I ever and ever realized that you were with me every time. all my emotions put my self to pen down moments for the reason my mind worked when I was silent at night. The dream cycle raising myself high and conceptualizing emotion upheaval my soul so thy. U were the loudest part of my life for the reason my thoughts, my mind were highly occupied for the most eventual reason that you were mine. Ever and ever my dreams were shaken but i still felt that i am not awaken. My mindset though made me realise that you were not mine but still you were up to my sign.
May be the destiny never puts up together but my mind still gather the bits and pieces of my awaken night dreams which made me smile and made me cry. The splendid moments of you in my life where no body can find thyself alive. As if I was pondering deep into the ocean where my emotions got highly realized, as it was not only my notion. For the sake of destiny it was not fake., because I never tried to be fake. It gathered all the ifs and buts and made me feel that you are the first.
How to stop my mind which doesn't stop thinking about you for the only reason you are not mine, because my heart knows that your soul was mine and will be mine, for the years coming in line.
A Reason of hope, A Reason to despair and A Dream to realize that you were mine and you will be mine.
